Realization

I hate working. If there are others, then let us welcome each other to the club. I want to be positioned where I do not have to wake up, commute, or turn on a computer, to waste nine of my precious hours away. There are so many scams in which people get rich off the vulnerabilities and desperation of others, but if one thinks about it, they are rich and happily doing what they love, robbing people! I am not condoning or want to be a scammer but it is easy to see the benefits of scamming. However, scammers are liars and God does not like liars, so I will not become a scammer.

Seriously though, I waste nine hours of my day, minus commute time, to do unfulfilling work. It bothers me on top of this idea, that when I show up there, there are people who enjoy trying to make my life even more miserable than it is already. It bothers me that people are immature and refuse to mind their own business. At work, I am currently at the point where I show up, do my job, and leave. I try to interact as little as possible. Why? Because, those people are not my friends or family. This has brought to my attention another realization.

God has more for me than this. I am not meant to sit there and hate where I am sitting, wasting hours, and not having an impact on the universe. This phase where I am is not a place where I am meant to stay. I have to focus on restarting my business and giving it my all or I will always be stuck in this position. As many know, it takes money to make money, so I will continue to work at this place or another but spend the remaining of my waking hours on building my business. I am projecting that by spring next year, I will be working for myself full-time. I know this will happen because it has to happen.

It is time to stop speaking about it, dreaming about it, wishing about it, and to make it happen. I finally realized, what it is that will make me happy: working for myself.